I had the awesome priviledge of taking a little trip with my friend this weekend. Cheryl and I went to Birmingham, Alabama, to attend a leader training session for The Truth Project by Focus on the Family. It was fabulous! We stayed over Saturday night and attended worship at Shades Mountain Baptist Church where a former pastor of ours is now serving. While the whole worship experience was wonderful, the music lifted me to heights I’ve not traveled in a while. Let me tell you about it:
If you read my last blog, then you know I’m traveling through a pretty rough valley right now — actually a series of valleys! Burden has been heaped upon burden, and I’ve been faltering under the load. At The Truth Project training on Saturday, God showed up, and in His hand He held a mirror. I looked long and hard at the reflection of my soul. It wasn’t a pretty sight. In God’s mirror, I saw that I had become insane.
What is insanity? It’s losing touch with the truth. It’s saying one thing and living another. It’s knowing the truth but living the lies. According to Dr. Del Tackett, the director of The Truth Project, the enemy’s lies are so powerful that they can lead us into insanity. And I was going mad. I said I was okay; I said God would deliver me; I said “This, too, shall pass.” I knew the truth; I spoke the truth; but I wasn’t living by the truth. Insanity.
Recognizing the illness is half the cure. God and I worked through the diagnosis until deep into the night.
I was a bit raw from the purging and refining process — and a bit weary from little sleep — when I sat down on the pew Sunday morning. But I was ready to move on toward the curing of my soul. And, once again, God showed up. This time, however, instead of a mirror He brought a healing balm.
We’d only sung one song and then it happened. We sang a song that I’d heard before but only with my ears; this time, I heard it with my heart.
Thou, O LORD, is based on Psalm 3, written by David when he was probably walking through his deepest valley. He wrote it on the run, when he fled from his son Absalom who wanted to depose King David and take the crown.* His own son! And this was just the current valley in a long string of valleys David had traveled. From his deepest despair, David wrote Psalm 3, a song of God’s pretection, His sustenance, and His deliverance — a song of TRUTH. Psalm 3:3 forms the chorus of Thou, O LORD:
Thou, oh LORD, are a shield for me,
My glory and the lifter of my head!
Thou, oh LORD, are a shield for me,
My glory and the lifter of my head!
The LORD is my shield! He is my glory! His is the lifter of my head! Oh, how that last phrase pierced my heart the first time I sang it. But the second time? It was the balm of God, slathered on my gaping wound and healing it! Through this song, God Himself reached down, placed the fingers of His right hand under my chin, and gently lifted it up, saying, “Lift up your head, my child! Look at me. I am your Shield! I am your Defender! I am your Glory! This is truth; walk in it!”
Praise God who heals us of our every disease — even a season of spiritual insanity!
To the LORD, I cry aloud,
and He answers me from his holy hill.
I lie down and sleep;
I wake again, because the LORD sustains me.
I will not fear…
(Psalm 3:4-5)
Enjoy the Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir sing Thou, O LORD.
*For more on the background of David and Absalom, see my January 5 blog article, Lost Faith?
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